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August '10 vs August '11

It's really sad when someone whom I was close with is being far apart
Like a blink of eyes, you change to someone else
I don't know is either my feeling or me who feel  I'm being cursed
Being cursed when I started to close with someone
Now, I feel even scared to be close with someone
As I know, at last she/he is running away from me
I'm really surprised the way you valued a friendship
Or is it just me who really put a high value in friendship?
And everyone else doesnt even care about it?
I think if someone do not appreciate you or the friendship,
then they are not a true friend at all
I dont know is it my fault or external environment
has changed you to become a different person
But frankly speaking, I really miss 'the old' you a lot
We are human
And human tend to make mistakes
 
p/s: Some people are like clouds. When they disappear, it’s a brighter day.


Quick update

Hey folks!
It's been a long time since I update this blog
IB really kills my leisure time
Everything got tensed and even I, myself felt hardly to breath now
Tonne of workload need to be settled down with a limited timeline
Allah please help me through this

 I try to boost my spirit by pasting up a lot of motivation words on my wall
Alhamdulillah more or less it helps me a lot
Looking forward to see Kakak in KLIA this 24th August
I really really hope we, my family can celebrate Aidilfitri like a complete family again


p/s: It's been a year since I like you :)(:

For you to see

Today, I got a message early in the morning from somebody
It's kinda appreciation message
I don't know whether I should reply to it or not
So, I just reply through my blog:

'It's not a big deal. As long as you always pray for our success together'

If tomorrow never comes




'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much you mean to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell you how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will you know how much I loved you
Did I try in every way to show you every day
That you're my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And you must face this world without me
Is the love I gave you in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Kate-William Loves



Kate suffered bullying. Kate had a picture of Prince William hanging on the wall of her room, like several other girls. Kate had a dream to marry him, as did several other girls. The percentage of enrollment at the University St Andrews that year grew 44%, and 9 out of 10 students were women. It was “impossible“ to draw the attention of the prince in the middle of that crowd, it was “impossible“ to have a chance with him at all, they were all plebeian. But Kate didn’t   stop believing … and today, when she climbed into the church, it was he who was waiting.

And today I learned that no matter. Whether it’s the one guy who makes your heart race or the prince of England. What matters is that nothing is impossible. No matter who get in the way, what’s yours is yours and you will arrive at the right time.

Life always has something in store for you!

A man that I waiting for

Ada seorang jejaka terjumpa buku di taman. Di dalam buku itu tertulis nama dan alamat pemiliknya, dan juga tertera ‘Aisyah yang sedang mencari sahabat hati’.

Tergerak hati jejaka itu mengutus surat dan mengembalikan buku itu kepada si gadis misteri itu. Beberapa hari kemudian si jejaka mendapat balasan daripada gadis tersebut bahawa dia bersetuju berkawan dengan si jejaka, dan berterima kasih kerana menghantar buku yang hilang itu.
Hari berganti minggu dan minggu bertukar bulan. Persahabatan mula bertukar kepada perasaan sayang. Namun begitu mereka masih belum pernah bertemu.
Si jejaka amat ingin bertemu si gadis misteri dan begitu juga dengan si gadis tersebut.
Pada suatu hari, si jejaka dipanggil berkhidmat misi ketenteraan di luar negara. Si jejaka susah hati kerana bimbang dia mungkin tidak dapat berjumpa gadis kesayangannya.
Maka diutus sepucuk surat berbunyi: “Kalau Allah panjangkan jodoh kita, dan kamu masih sayangkan padaku, kita akan berjumpa suatu hari nanti. Aku akan memakai pakaian tenteraku dan membawa sekuntum bunga mawar berwarna merah. Aku akan mengenalimu sekiranya kamu juga memegang sekuntum bunga mawar merah. Setelah itu izinkanlah aku membawamu untuk makan malam dan bertemu orang tuaku.”




Selang beberapa tahun, pada hari kepulangan si jejaka yang diangkat sebagai perwira negara, si gadis yang setia itu menunggu kepulangan buah hatinya, sambil memegang sekuntum bunga mawar merah.
Diperhatikan setiap jejaka yang membawa sekuntum mawar merah,seperti dalam perjanjian mereka dahulu. Begitu juga si jejaka berdebar-debar bertemu orang yang disayangi.
Tetiba si jejaka ternampak si gadis yang gemuk, hitam, berjerawat, duduk di atas kerusi roda sambil melihat sekeliling persis mencari seseorang.

Kakinya kudung dan tangannya cacat sebelah. Sebelah lagi tanganya memegang sekuntum mawar merah. Si jejaka sangat terkejut melihat keadaan fizikal dan wajah gadis pujaannya selama ini amat berbeza imaginasinya.
Namun dia memberanikan diri menghampiri gadis tersebut dan menyapa, Aisyah? Gadis itu melihat ke arah si jejaka dan tersenyum ceria. Si jejaka terus menghulurkan bunga mawar kepada si gadis dan berkata: “Aku amat merinduimu. Terimalah bunga ini dan pelawaanku untuk makan malam bersama ibu bapaku. Orang tuaku tidak sabar-sabar lagi untuk bertemu denganmu.”



Si gadis itu tersenyum lagi dan berkata:”Aku tidak tahu apa yang terjadi. Tetapi ada seorang gadis cantik jelita memberikan bunga ini kepadaku sebentar tadi. Dia memintaku memberitahu kamu bahawa dia sedang menunggu kamu di restoran di hadapan ini sekiranya kamu mempelawaku makan malam dan bertemu dengan orang tuamu.”

Berapa ramaikah lelaki yang sesuci hati jejaka ini? Dia mengotakan janjinya dan tetap berpegang kepada perasaan sayang walaupun pada mulanya dia menjangkakan gadis cacat itu adalah Aisyah. Masihkah lagi wujud lelaki seikhlas dan seluhur hati pemuda itu??

I found this very cute

BOY: A, B, C
GIRL: huh?
BOY: Always Be Careful
GIRL: ahh and then?
BOY: D, E, F, G
.........
BOY: Don't Ever Forget That
GIRL: ForGet That
BOY: I'm H, I
BOY: Happilly Inlove
GIRL: so
BOY: J, K, L, M, Just Keep Loving Me
GIRL: and how about N, O, P, Q, R, S, T, U, V, W, X, Y, Z ?
BOY: (thinks)
BOY: No Other Person Quite, Reasonable, Shall Treat U Very Well Xcept me You'll
Zee

Trial n Error

I know 10 facts about you
1. You are reading this.
2. You can't say M without touching your lips
3. You just tried it
4. You just smiled or laughed.
6. You are a boy/girl.
7. You didnt realize I skipped 5.
8. You are looking back at 4 and 6.
9. You are liking this.
10. You are reading me telling you to like this.

Tagging time

Adakah anda rasa anda hot?
Define hot: hot-tempered? hot-blood? hotcake? 
haha..semestinya saya rasa hot bila saya nk hot


Upload wallpaper PC/lappy
Story about the picture
Hurm...panjang ceta dia, but I cut it short. I took this wallpaper at tumblr. 
I don't know why I like this picture, 
maybe because I like someone who doesn't know that I like him
Okay, ini tipu. Saja nk buat melancholic punya ceta :D


Kali terakhir anda makan ayam
Semalam, mama yang masak!

Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
Fly Me Away- Annie Little
I heard this song last semester when I watched this one video about 2 lovebirds of KMB finally get married :)) sweet lahhh

Apa yang anda sedang lakukan selain menyelsaikan tag ini
Open many tabs, watching MatLuthfi90 videos; serius amat lawak! and finally not to forget my Tumblr

Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil apa?
Adik
Hydra
Somersault
Cute??


Tag 8 bloggers
Raihan Marini
Dafnie
Wan Nur Syahira

Siapakah no.1 anda tag?
My Form 3-4-5 classmate
My gossiping partner
My facebook partner 
My heartbroken-story listener

Katakan sesuatu tentang no.5 yang anda tag
Time kat sekolah dulu, dia amat famous tapi saya rasa sekarang lagi famous!

Orang yg ke-3 ditag berhubungan dengan siapa?
Saya bukan P.A dia, so I don't know~
Wait..his favourite tagline- "For me to know, for you to find out"

Bagaimana dengan no.4?
Aizad? He's okay

Pesanan buat no.6
Long time no see! Dulu dia ni S.I Kadet Polis, garang!

Kata-kata cinta buat no.2
Sarah nie amat comel,cute! I loveeee yaaa :))

Adakah no.7 dan 8 mempunyai persamaan?
Semestinya! Kalo dok sekali depa nie kan, tak cukup Oxygen sebab gelak
Plus, depa nie suka dok sakat

Berikan 5 perkara yang anda tahu tentang orang yang anda tag di no.1
Student INTEC
JPA scholar
Bakal Doktor
DBSK fan
Time dalam kelas dulu, annoying ;)
Suka bertanya time kat kelas

Persamaan lembu dan kambing
Makan rumput or scientific name alang2 belajaq ESS-Herbivorous

Perasan ketika menjawab tag ini
Homework tak siap lagi!!!

Adakah anda tahu Rizman tu sengal?
Sapa nie? tak kenai pongg

Gay or les
Straight forever

A Good Tips

1. Drink one glass of water every hour. It will make you feel full. 
2. Drink ice cold water. Your body will burn calories just getting the water to a normal temperature to digest. Also it is great for your complexion. 
3. Drink 3 cups of green tea daily. It will help boost your metabolism, plus its anti-oxidants make your skin look great. 
4. Take vitamins daily. Do not take vitamins on an empty stomache, otherwise they have nothing to catalyze with. 
5. Eat ice or gum when hungry. This will make your body think it had food without the calories.

Don't give up

.Don't pretend that you are strong. 
.It's just fine to cry as much as you want. 
.This will make you feel better in the long run

Sweet Memories

6 of March 2011, 10.45 pm

Quite suprised and speechless at the same time
SUSHI=SUSI! Yes,that's the word he was waiting for me to say
He just bought a pack of Sushi
And insisted me to go to the class tonight
Okay, I have no idea about this
tak boleh jadi lagi sweet ka??

If you're accidentally open my blog and reading this,
I know you wouldn't -____-"
But anyway, nak cakap jugak

Let bygone be bygone
For me, it's okay la..not that big deal
Both of us are at fault
Maybe because of the wrong management
And maybe we were busy at that time
But this shouldn't be excuses, right?
Each of us tend to make mistakes in our life
Because of this, we try to learn from our mistake
in order to lead a better life in the future
Apart from that, I wanna say 'arigato' for the sushi
And your patience for listening my upside-down sentence

To my other friend,
You're such a good friend to me
A good advisor indeed
Thanks for your all kind and advices

p/s: Kenangan Terindah

5 Sultanah '09

Firstly, I wanna say thanks and sorry to my classmate as I took this post from his blog without telling him
I think this post is one of my favorite post
seems the sentence was taken from tumblr ;)
So, I would like to dedicate this post to my Asmarian friends especially 5 Sultanah '09

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
Or saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say
Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them
If you do, they might break your heart
If you don't, you might break theirs.

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't
You hardly can't tell your heart what to do
Let your heart do its job


Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much
Form fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all
What hurts the most is being so close


We tell lies when we are afraid
Afraid of what we don't know
Afraid of what others will think
Afraid of what will be found out about us

But every time we tell a lie, the thing that we fear grows stronger and stronger
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done
Or could have had.

What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow? 
And you never got to tell them how you felt?
What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? 
What would you do if you never got the chance to say


People live but at the same time people die
I want to tell you that
You guys are my special friends, 
One and only classmates in Sultanah Asma
If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)
You guys would be always in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me 
As much as I care about you 
You will send this back

We might be best friends one year
Pretty good friends the next year
Don't talk that often the next
Don't want to talk at all the year after that. 

So, I just wanted to say
Even if I never talk to you again in my life
You are special to me and
You have made a difference in my life

I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , 
Most of all, I love my friends

Send this to all your friends,
No matter how often you talk, or how close you are, 
And send it to the person who sent it to you. 

Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, 
And tell new friends you never will. 

Remember,
Everyone needs a friend 
Someday you might feel like you have no friends at all, 
Just remember this post
And take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will

Lastly, I wanna say that I truly care about you; my previous classmates, you; my present classmates and you; the one that I start to care again

Rainbow

Do u ever think about the future?
What do you see?
"I see you"

Here, I'm talking about Rascall Flats-What hurts the most
I've known this song about 3 years ago
which my sister is the one who insisted me to listen and watch the MV
and this song is like one of my most favorite song
 Let me tell about the story behind this song
Actually my sister posted up those sentence on her MSN status,
by asking "what do u see in the future?"
Then surprisingly at the same time, 
her bf post the status by saying "I see you"
sweet, right?

And I think someone also love this song,
I mean indirectly




Confession

Confess to me,
Every secret moment,
Every stolen promise you believe,
Confess to me,
All that lies between us,
All that lies between you and me

Sunny day

Hey lovely dupply blog. Miss you though
Sorry for abandoned you just like that
Any interesting news about Sem 2?
Yes quite a lot, really
Just got back from BBSM camp in Serai Saujana Camp
The worst camp ever yet it was so fun
Talking about muddy paya bakau,
hurm interesting incident happened there
Ok, cant deny it was a really memorable one
Actually I don't have anything to say, no idea to be correct
Plus the weather today is not flavorable; very hot
When I was in Saujana Camp,
my best friend, Azreen came to KMB in order to make a surprise
Unfortunately, I wasnt in KMB
It was so sad+frustrated
I'm really sorry for tht, seriously sorry
I hope we can meet another day, really soon!

Sem 2

KMB season two now.
Oh God, I'm not ready yet
Not ready for another chapter of subject and result also
Because I didnt perform well in my exam -____-'
My heart now feel insecure about result.huh hate the feeling
And worst more is when my laptop cannot detect my pinky hard disk
All my Kpop songs, variety shows, mvs are all in external hard disk
And I didnt back up my data..oh soo great Umy!
I think that is sign for me to start Sem 2 now with all my best
Okay guys, lets start Sem 2 with Bismillahirahmanirahim. Amin.
Bdw, Happy New Year guys :))