August '10 vs August '11

It's really sad when someone whom I was close with is being far apart
Like a blink of eyes, you change to someone else
I don't know is either my feeling or me who feel  I'm being cursed
Being cursed when I started to close with someone
Now, I feel even scared to be close with someone
As I know, at last she/he is running away from me
I'm really surprised the way you valued a friendship
Or is it just me who really put a high value in friendship?
And everyone else doesnt even care about it?
I think if someone do not appreciate you or the friendship,
then they are not a true friend at all
I dont know is it my fault or external environment
has changed you to become a different person
But frankly speaking, I really miss 'the old' you a lot
We are human
And human tend to make mistakes
 
p/s: Some people are like clouds. When they disappear, it’s a brighter day.


Quick update

Hey folks!
It's been a long time since I update this blog
IB really kills my leisure time
Everything got tensed and even I, myself felt hardly to breath now
Tonne of workload need to be settled down with a limited timeline
Allah please help me through this

 I try to boost my spirit by pasting up a lot of motivation words on my wall
Alhamdulillah more or less it helps me a lot
Looking forward to see Kakak in KLIA this 24th August
I really really hope we, my family can celebrate Aidilfitri like a complete family again


p/s: It's been a year since I like you :)(:

For you to see

Today, I got a message early in the morning from somebody
It's kinda appreciation message
I don't know whether I should reply to it or not
So, I just reply through my blog:

'It's not a big deal. As long as you always pray for our success together'

If tomorrow never comes




'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much you mean to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell you how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will you know how much I loved you
Did I try in every way to show you every day
That you're my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And you must face this world without me
Is the love I gave you in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Kate-William Loves



Kate suffered bullying. Kate had a picture of Prince William hanging on the wall of her room, like several other girls. Kate had a dream to marry him, as did several other girls. The percentage of enrollment at the University St Andrews that year grew 44%, and 9 out of 10 students were women. It was “impossible“ to draw the attention of the prince in the middle of that crowd, it was “impossible“ to have a chance with him at all, they were all plebeian. But Kate didn’t   stop believing … and today, when she climbed into the church, it was he who was waiting.

And today I learned that no matter. Whether it’s the one guy who makes your heart race or the prince of England. What matters is that nothing is impossible. No matter who get in the way, what’s yours is yours and you will arrive at the right time.

Life always has something in store for you!

A man that I waiting for

Ada seorang jejaka terjumpa buku di taman. Di dalam buku itu tertulis nama dan alamat pemiliknya, dan juga tertera ‘Aisyah yang sedang mencari sahabat hati’.

Tergerak hati jejaka itu mengutus surat dan mengembalikan buku itu kepada si gadis misteri itu. Beberapa hari kemudian si jejaka mendapat balasan daripada gadis tersebut bahawa dia bersetuju berkawan dengan si jejaka, dan berterima kasih kerana menghantar buku yang hilang itu.
Hari berganti minggu dan minggu bertukar bulan. Persahabatan mula bertukar kepada perasaan sayang. Namun begitu mereka masih belum pernah bertemu.
Si jejaka amat ingin bertemu si gadis misteri dan begitu juga dengan si gadis tersebut.
Pada suatu hari, si jejaka dipanggil berkhidmat misi ketenteraan di luar negara. Si jejaka susah hati kerana bimbang dia mungkin tidak dapat berjumpa gadis kesayangannya.
Maka diutus sepucuk surat berbunyi: “Kalau Allah panjangkan jodoh kita, dan kamu masih sayangkan padaku, kita akan berjumpa suatu hari nanti. Aku akan memakai pakaian tenteraku dan membawa sekuntum bunga mawar berwarna merah. Aku akan mengenalimu sekiranya kamu juga memegang sekuntum bunga mawar merah. Setelah itu izinkanlah aku membawamu untuk makan malam dan bertemu orang tuaku.”




Selang beberapa tahun, pada hari kepulangan si jejaka yang diangkat sebagai perwira negara, si gadis yang setia itu menunggu kepulangan buah hatinya, sambil memegang sekuntum bunga mawar merah.
Diperhatikan setiap jejaka yang membawa sekuntum mawar merah,seperti dalam perjanjian mereka dahulu. Begitu juga si jejaka berdebar-debar bertemu orang yang disayangi.
Tetiba si jejaka ternampak si gadis yang gemuk, hitam, berjerawat, duduk di atas kerusi roda sambil melihat sekeliling persis mencari seseorang.

Kakinya kudung dan tangannya cacat sebelah. Sebelah lagi tanganya memegang sekuntum mawar merah. Si jejaka sangat terkejut melihat keadaan fizikal dan wajah gadis pujaannya selama ini amat berbeza imaginasinya.
Namun dia memberanikan diri menghampiri gadis tersebut dan menyapa, Aisyah? Gadis itu melihat ke arah si jejaka dan tersenyum ceria. Si jejaka terus menghulurkan bunga mawar kepada si gadis dan berkata: “Aku amat merinduimu. Terimalah bunga ini dan pelawaanku untuk makan malam bersama ibu bapaku. Orang tuaku tidak sabar-sabar lagi untuk bertemu denganmu.”



Si gadis itu tersenyum lagi dan berkata:”Aku tidak tahu apa yang terjadi. Tetapi ada seorang gadis cantik jelita memberikan bunga ini kepadaku sebentar tadi. Dia memintaku memberitahu kamu bahawa dia sedang menunggu kamu di restoran di hadapan ini sekiranya kamu mempelawaku makan malam dan bertemu dengan orang tuamu.”

Berapa ramaikah lelaki yang sesuci hati jejaka ini? Dia mengotakan janjinya dan tetap berpegang kepada perasaan sayang walaupun pada mulanya dia menjangkakan gadis cacat itu adalah Aisyah. Masihkah lagi wujud lelaki seikhlas dan seluhur hati pemuda itu??

I found this very cute

BOY: A, B, C
GIRL: huh?
BOY: Always Be Careful
GIRL: ahh and then?
BOY: D, E, F, G
.........
BOY: Don't Ever Forget That
GIRL: ForGet That
BOY: I'm H, I
BOY: Happilly Inlove
GIRL: so
BOY: J, K, L, M, Just Keep Loving Me
GIRL: and how about N, O, P, Q, R, S, T, U, V, W, X, Y, Z ?
BOY: (thinks)
BOY: No Other Person Quite, Reasonable, Shall Treat U Very Well Xcept me You'll
Zee

Trial n Error

I know 10 facts about you
1. You are reading this.
2. You can't say M without touching your lips
3. You just tried it
4. You just smiled or laughed.
6. You are a boy/girl.
7. You didnt realize I skipped 5.
8. You are looking back at 4 and 6.
9. You are liking this.
10. You are reading me telling you to like this.

Tagging time

Adakah anda rasa anda hot?
Define hot: hot-tempered? hot-blood? hotcake? 
haha..semestinya saya rasa hot bila saya nk hot


Upload wallpaper PC/lappy
Story about the picture
Hurm...panjang ceta dia, but I cut it short. I took this wallpaper at tumblr. 
I don't know why I like this picture, 
maybe because I like someone who doesn't know that I like him
Okay, ini tipu. Saja nk buat melancholic punya ceta :D


Kali terakhir anda makan ayam
Semalam, mama yang masak!

Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
Fly Me Away- Annie Little
I heard this song last semester when I watched this one video about 2 lovebirds of KMB finally get married :)) sweet lahhh

Apa yang anda sedang lakukan selain menyelsaikan tag ini
Open many tabs, watching MatLuthfi90 videos; serius amat lawak! and finally not to forget my Tumblr

Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil apa?
Adik
Hydra
Somersault
Cute??


Tag 8 bloggers
Raihan Marini
Dafnie
Wan Nur Syahira

Siapakah no.1 anda tag?
My Form 3-4-5 classmate
My gossiping partner
My facebook partner 
My heartbroken-story listener

Katakan sesuatu tentang no.5 yang anda tag
Time kat sekolah dulu, dia amat famous tapi saya rasa sekarang lagi famous!

Orang yg ke-3 ditag berhubungan dengan siapa?
Saya bukan P.A dia, so I don't know~
Wait..his favourite tagline- "For me to know, for you to find out"

Bagaimana dengan no.4?
Aizad? He's okay

Pesanan buat no.6
Long time no see! Dulu dia ni S.I Kadet Polis, garang!

Kata-kata cinta buat no.2
Sarah nie amat comel,cute! I loveeee yaaa :))

Adakah no.7 dan 8 mempunyai persamaan?
Semestinya! Kalo dok sekali depa nie kan, tak cukup Oxygen sebab gelak
Plus, depa nie suka dok sakat

Berikan 5 perkara yang anda tahu tentang orang yang anda tag di no.1
Student INTEC
JPA scholar
Bakal Doktor
DBSK fan
Time dalam kelas dulu, annoying ;)
Suka bertanya time kat kelas

Persamaan lembu dan kambing
Makan rumput or scientific name alang2 belajaq ESS-Herbivorous

Perasan ketika menjawab tag ini
Homework tak siap lagi!!!

Adakah anda tahu Rizman tu sengal?
Sapa nie? tak kenai pongg

Gay or les
Straight forever

A Good Tips

1. Drink one glass of water every hour. It will make you feel full. 
2. Drink ice cold water. Your body will burn calories just getting the water to a normal temperature to digest. Also it is great for your complexion. 
3. Drink 3 cups of green tea daily. It will help boost your metabolism, plus its anti-oxidants make your skin look great. 
4. Take vitamins daily. Do not take vitamins on an empty stomache, otherwise they have nothing to catalyze with. 
5. Eat ice or gum when hungry. This will make your body think it had food without the calories.