Tak mengharap kepada benda yang tak pasti

Visa need to be applied in this month jugak??! My heart keeps drumming faster
I-20 belum dapat ??! Double the beats
Are you sure that you can fly this August? I'm asking myself repeatedly
Before this the U.S applicants had a small discussion (not really a discussion as it based on twitter+fb) regarding VISA
They said the interview will be not conducted in July,
so by hook or by crook you need to do it soon
I have this major phobia about the result; IB
Who doesn't worry about the result? Genius perhaps?
After all, every single day I imagine the consequences of not getting 35 above *triplethebeats
It's no good if we keep questing ourselve with this, 'What if.....what if....what if...'
Okay cheer up! Another 3 weeks to go :) Doa banyak2 guys!

The 3 websites I visit most often

A'salam :) Today is another ordinary day indeed.

Nothing special. However Chik already back to KL, alahhh

I dont know what I've been doing know is a healthy lifestyle or not *sah-sah tak

Going to bed 4 am and woke up at 11, then laptop it is

Haishh I have to admit that I kinda miss busy life

Can you imagine when you're in KMB, 

wake up at 6 and going to bed at 3

And the feeling of taking your head to the pillow

is like heaven! Dapat tidur 5 minit pon cukup laa

And what happen now? Nak tidur pon kena paksa diri

Okay today I want to show the five websites I visit most often

The first ranking is TWITTER!

I've been indulge myself with twitter since 2010

Second is FACEBOOK, however facebook is now looking lame and gloomy

Just open it to update myself with pictures

The third website is 9GAG

Oh I love this 9gag so much, you can spend your time from morning until late at night

Did I tell you, it's so funny also?

What my keyboards talk

Been reading this blog by Vivy Yusof since yesterday.
I really admired her; her courage to be a business woman at young age
What's surprise more is that she was a law graduate from LSE
Mann, who doesn't want to go to LSE???
By the age of 24, she already had an established online fashion boutique
You guys can check it out here, fashionvalet.net

Ala-ala nak buat macam Vivy gituw, so this is what I wore today :) *gedikmode*

KMB shirts by Vivo Corp (our class company), White jeans by Hapy

Accompany by my favorite accessories, earrings by Vincci 

Hence, what I want to say is that even though you have a degree from law, engineering or medic,

Don't be afraid to involve in business world, plus dalam hadith Nabi pun ada mengatakan bahawa perniagaan adalah punca rezeki yang baik and 9/10 punca rezeki datang dari perniagaan.

So buckle up and try to be a risk taker (IB learner's profile) by involving yourself in business :) But at first, you need to have the knowledge in business :) All the best!

Man with a white shirt

Hey, I dreamed about you last night. We never talk before. MOP! Yes it's because a mop that my eyes lay on you.

I talk crap. I know

Desperados

This is funneh. I found this older draft in my blog. I guess time ni waktu semester 2 yang tengah stress. Enjoy! 

Kadang-kadang IB nie makes me wanna said: 

" Can I just quit this and get married?"

Kadang-kadang IB nie train students jadi tukang rumah

Kadang-kadang IB nie suruh students jadi burung hantu

Kadang-kadang IB nie makes me wanna cry unexpectedly

Kadang-kadang IB nie makes me angry to everyone

Kadang-kadang IB nie makes me wonder:

"How can they survive through this programme?"

Kadang-kadang IB nie buat macam rasa nak jerit tengah padang

Kadang-kadang IB nie buat macam nak pentingkan diri saja

Kadang-kadang IB nie just IB

Things after IB in KMB

Bismillahirahmanirrahim,

Excited mode *on

Hey guys (still ada orang nak baca ke?),
Okay never mind. It has been a year since I updated my blog
Many things changed, like seriously serious
Including myself- My weight (obviously), my height, my confidence level and even my thoughts
Last fortnight I had the chance to see my friends, I mean my schoolmate friends
I miss them so much
I'm feel glad that their treatments are like before, no awkwardness exist between us
That's why I can rely my feeling on 5 Sultanah's girls
I told them that I have least confidence about getting further my studies in United States
One of them replied with this,

'Dont worry, study in overseas is not our major aim,
Our aim is that being successful in both our life and also akhirat,
Not able to study in overseas doesn't mean that you're not good enough,
Allah count on our efforts not the results,'

I feel so blessed around this kind of people,
It soothed me more or less,
But it doesn't mean that I lose hope to study in United States,
When I think back,
After 2 years in IB,
I think I deserve some rewards,
InsyaAllah if there's rezeki, Allah will grant it.

2 weeks away from International Baccalaureate life,
Happy? Sad? Empty? Missing?
Yeah I have to admit that all these feelings are tortured me
And and and so just you know that I keep on dreaming about KMB every SINGLE day
God, I miss the environment so bad. I miss the jogging track, basketball, DS, KFC, dobi, koop, friends, classmates and also teachers!
Hope they are fine :)