Man with a white shirt


Hey, I dreamed about you last night. We never talk before. MOP! Yes it's because a mop that my eyes lay on you.

I talk crap. I know

Desperados


This is funneh. I found this older draft in my blog. I guess time ni waktu semester 2 yang tengah stress. Enjoy! 

Kadang-kadang IB nie makes me wanna said: 
" Can I just quit this and get married?"
Kadang-kadang IB nie train students jadi tukang rumah
Kadang-kadang IB nie suruh students jadi burung hantu
Kadang-kadang IB nie makes me wanna cry unexpectedly
Kadang-kadang IB nie makes me angry to everyone
Kadang-kadang IB nie makes me wonder:
"How can they survive through this programme?"
Kadang-kadang IB nie buat macam rasa nak jerit tengah padang
Kadang-kadang IB nie buat macam nak pentingkan diri saja
Kadang-kadang IB nie just IB

Things after IB in KMB

Bismillahirahmanirrahim,

Excited mode *on

Hey guys (still ada orang nak baca ke?),
Okay never mind. It has been a year since I updated my blog
Many things changed, like seriously serious
Including myself- My weight (obviously), my height, my confidence level and even my thoughts
Last fortnight I had the chance to see my friends, I mean my schoolmate friends
I miss them so much
I'm feel glad that their treatments are like before, no awkwardness exist between us
That's why I can rely my feeling on 5 Sultanah's girls
I told them that I have least confidence about getting further my studies in United States
One of them replied with this,

'Dont worry, study in overseas is not our major aim,
Our aim is that being successful in both our life and also akhirat,
Not able to study in overseas doesn't mean that you're not good enough,
Allah count on our efforts not the results,'

I feel so blessed around this kind of people,
It soothed me more or less,
But it doesn't mean that I lose hope to study in United States,
When I think back,
After 2 years in IB,
I think I deserve some rewards,
InsyaAllah if there's rezeki, Allah will grant it.

2 weeks away from International Baccalaureate life,
Happy? Sad? Empty? Missing?
Yeah I have to admit that all these feelings are tortured me
And and and so just you know that I keep on dreaming about KMB every SINGLE day
God, I miss the environment so bad. I miss the jogging track, basketball, DS, KFC, dobi, koop, friends, classmates and also teachers!
Hope they are fine :)



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August '10 vs August '11

It's really sad when someone whom I was close with is being far apart
Like a blink of eyes, you change to someone else
I don't know is either my feeling or me who feel  I'm being cursed
Being cursed when I started to close with someone
Now, I feel even scared to be close with someone
As I know, at last she/he is running away from me
I'm really surprised the way you valued a friendship
Or is it just me who really put a high value in friendship?
And everyone else doesnt even care about it?
I think if someone do not appreciate you or the friendship,
then they are not a true friend at all
I dont know is it my fault or external environment
has changed you to become a different person
But frankly speaking, I really miss 'the old' you a lot
We are human
And human tend to make mistakes
 
p/s: Some people are like clouds. When they disappear, it’s a brighter day.


Quick update

Hey folks!
It's been a long time since I update this blog
IB really kills my leisure time
Everything got tensed and even I, myself felt hardly to breath now
Tonne of workload need to be settled down with a limited timeline
Allah please help me through this

 I try to boost my spirit by pasting up a lot of motivation words on my wall
Alhamdulillah more or less it helps me a lot
Looking forward to see Kakak in KLIA this 24th August
I really really hope we, my family can celebrate Aidilfitri like a complete family again


p/s: It's been a year since I like you :)(:

For you to see

Today, I got a message early in the morning from somebody
It's kinda appreciation message
I don't know whether I should reply to it or not
So, I just reply through my blog:

'It's not a big deal. As long as you always pray for our success together'

If tomorrow never comes




'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much you mean to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell you how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will you know how much I loved you
Did I try in every way to show you every day
That you're my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And you must face this world without me
Is the love I gave you in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

Kate-William Loves



Kate suffered bullying. Kate had a picture of Prince William hanging on the wall of her room, like several other girls. Kate had a dream to marry him, as did several other girls. The percentage of enrollment at the University St Andrews that year grew 44%, and 9 out of 10 students were women. It was “impossible“ to draw the attention of the prince in the middle of that crowd, it was “impossible“ to have a chance with him at all, they were all plebeian. But Kate didn’t   stop believing … and today, when she climbed into the church, it was he who was waiting.

And today I learned that no matter. Whether it’s the one guy who makes your heart race or the prince of England. What matters is that nothing is impossible. No matter who get in the way, what’s yours is yours and you will arrive at the right time.

Life always has something in store for you!

A man that I waiting for

Ada seorang jejaka terjumpa buku di taman. Di dalam buku itu tertulis nama dan alamat pemiliknya, dan juga tertera ‘Aisyah yang sedang mencari sahabat hati’.

Tergerak hati jejaka itu mengutus surat dan mengembalikan buku itu kepada si gadis misteri itu. Beberapa hari kemudian si jejaka mendapat balasan daripada gadis tersebut bahawa dia bersetuju berkawan dengan si jejaka, dan berterima kasih kerana menghantar buku yang hilang itu.
Hari berganti minggu dan minggu bertukar bulan. Persahabatan mula bertukar kepada perasaan sayang. Namun begitu mereka masih belum pernah bertemu.
Si jejaka amat ingin bertemu si gadis misteri dan begitu juga dengan si gadis tersebut.
Pada suatu hari, si jejaka dipanggil berkhidmat misi ketenteraan di luar negara. Si jejaka susah hati kerana bimbang dia mungkin tidak dapat berjumpa gadis kesayangannya.
Maka diutus sepucuk surat berbunyi: “Kalau Allah panjangkan jodoh kita, dan kamu masih sayangkan padaku, kita akan berjumpa suatu hari nanti. Aku akan memakai pakaian tenteraku dan membawa sekuntum bunga mawar berwarna merah. Aku akan mengenalimu sekiranya kamu juga memegang sekuntum bunga mawar merah. Setelah itu izinkanlah aku membawamu untuk makan malam dan bertemu orang tuaku.”




Selang beberapa tahun, pada hari kepulangan si jejaka yang diangkat sebagai perwira negara, si gadis yang setia itu menunggu kepulangan buah hatinya, sambil memegang sekuntum bunga mawar merah.
Diperhatikan setiap jejaka yang membawa sekuntum mawar merah,seperti dalam perjanjian mereka dahulu. Begitu juga si jejaka berdebar-debar bertemu orang yang disayangi.
Tetiba si jejaka ternampak si gadis yang gemuk, hitam, berjerawat, duduk di atas kerusi roda sambil melihat sekeliling persis mencari seseorang.

Kakinya kudung dan tangannya cacat sebelah. Sebelah lagi tanganya memegang sekuntum mawar merah. Si jejaka sangat terkejut melihat keadaan fizikal dan wajah gadis pujaannya selama ini amat berbeza imaginasinya.
Namun dia memberanikan diri menghampiri gadis tersebut dan menyapa, Aisyah? Gadis itu melihat ke arah si jejaka dan tersenyum ceria. Si jejaka terus menghulurkan bunga mawar kepada si gadis dan berkata: “Aku amat merinduimu. Terimalah bunga ini dan pelawaanku untuk makan malam bersama ibu bapaku. Orang tuaku tidak sabar-sabar lagi untuk bertemu denganmu.”



Si gadis itu tersenyum lagi dan berkata:”Aku tidak tahu apa yang terjadi. Tetapi ada seorang gadis cantik jelita memberikan bunga ini kepadaku sebentar tadi. Dia memintaku memberitahu kamu bahawa dia sedang menunggu kamu di restoran di hadapan ini sekiranya kamu mempelawaku makan malam dan bertemu dengan orang tuamu.”

Berapa ramaikah lelaki yang sesuci hati jejaka ini? Dia mengotakan janjinya dan tetap berpegang kepada perasaan sayang walaupun pada mulanya dia menjangkakan gadis cacat itu adalah Aisyah. Masihkah lagi wujud lelaki seikhlas dan seluhur hati pemuda itu??