Hlovate feeling

"Who's say there's nothing more complicated than E=mc2? There's something much complicated; it's called emotion"

by Hlovate

Yes..even it's hard to admit but damn it's the fact
I think emotion is the weakness of human being
Why am I like philosopher today? *just ignore
My mind already influenced by reading Hlovate novel
The difficult algebraic questions also can be solved and have the answer
But do u have an answer to your feeling? Nope until you find it by yourself naturally
You can't force your feeling to like someone or liked by someone
Okay, I know, I talked craps a lot. Stop.
But occasionally let's make a cheesy post
How to tell if you genuinely like someone?
Hurm, my honest opinion is I-HAVE-NO-IDEA-ABOUT-THIS as I'm not the one who experienced it
But still, if anyone of my friends involved in love crisis, I'll the 1st person who consult  them
Until they call me Dr. Love :| WhateveQ lah
Lets back to the right track, how to know if you like someone?
So, how about we ask my dearest and helpful friend, Mr. Google.

• First step: You have to know him/her better. The more you get to know him or her, the more you can tell if you like them as a friend or something else
• Second step: You have to consider why you like him/her? Maybe, you've marked this person as unique and probably like him/her. Why else would him/her stand out from so many?
• Third step: Do you get a funny feeling in your stomach when you see him/her? If so, you probably like him/her because he/she make you feel good without even talking.
• Fourth step: Consider how many times you think about the person. Once in blue moon? A week? A day? or 24hrs? If you find yourself thinking about this person several times a day, and it's a happy thoughts that possibly make your heart beat faster, then you probably like him/her
• Fifth step: If the one conversation between you and the person who is stuck in your head and you can't stop telling people about it, this means it was important to you, and you probably like the person.
• Sixth step: Consider how much you try to be near them
• Last step: Think about how you feel if you touch him or her, by accident or on purpose. If you're still thinking about brushing shoulders several hours ago in school, then that is a special thought and you probably like them

So, now you get you answer already?

New one

Yeah it's cool!

New link blog which is-kissthebabybluesky

Last time ago, I used this link-aimingforthelittlebrightstar

I think it's a long link and someone also told me the same

Reasons for having new link:

1) I'm not aiming anymore

2) Someone turn out not to be my star anymore

3) I miss DBSK

4) I create the new link taking from DBSK song

5) Let just be me-the old me

By the way, I also fix my blog

I do not simply follow other blogs and if necessary I don't want strangers to know my blog

Harap maklum.

Exam mode

Another 2 days, exam will start.

On your mark, get set..GOO!!

Okay "what the heqqhh", I'm not ready fer this sem exam la.

I don't have any confidence in all subjects including Maths.

If I'm fully prepared for exam,

I will have this "lantaklah-apa-yg-nk-masuk" feeling,

usually I will have it for History subject.

But, why I have no such thing feeling?

Answer=you're not study enough yet

Last night, I spent fer about 3 hours to digest Econs

I think I only have 10% learning outcome from this whole sem class -___-

I don't know wht's wrong with me lately

Wht Raihan said before this, is true

When exam is around the corner, all you need is being near to your family, home.

This is my 1st time taking exam without having my family around me.

That's why lately I'm experiencing mood fluctuation.

Perfect two :))

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly

You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly

You can be the captain and I can be your first mate

You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

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You can be the hero and I can be your side kick

You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split

You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'

Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

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You can be the prince and I can be your princess

You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist

You can be the shoes and I can be the laces

You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

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You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser

You can be the pencil and I can be the paper

You can be as cold as the winter weather

But I don't care as long as we're together

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Cause your the apple to my pie

You're the straw to my berry

You're the smoke to my high

And we're the perfect two

10 THINGS MAKING ME HAPPY

There are few things that actually can turn me into happy mood :)

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1. When I can cage-in baby in my room

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2. When I knew that MCD bring back twist cone which is my favorite ice-cream

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3. When I've got the chance to read my old-letter's friends

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4. When I've got the chance to drive even to 7-11 tht just 1km away from my house

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5. When my sister call & I asked her about bloody T.O.K questions then laughing at her given answers

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6. When Poja and Raihan say yes to my outing invitation

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7. When I receive her msg-but no longer

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8. When suddenly teacher doesn't come to class because another matter appear (ok, ini jahat)

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9. When I can solve inverse 3X3 Matrices questions

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10. Most of all, when my problems solved-this never happen yet

私はあなたのために落ちて

I don't wanna tell you that I long to see your face

I'm scared it my scare you away

I don't wanna tell you that sometimes I think of you and smile

Cause time with you is time enough for now

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But I don't know how long I can stick around

Be just another friend time and time again and hold my tongue

I don't know how long before it breaks me down inside

All my strength has gone away, and it's too late before I say

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I'm falling for you

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I'm trying hard to be myself but I always seem to fail

I'm afraid I'm not the girl you know so well

Cause every time I'm near you I just seem to lose my head

And spend my time admiring instead

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I'm torn between the chance for everything and a price that I can't pay

losing you is something that I'd never chose so I'll just have to wait

but it kills me everyday

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I don't wanna tell you that sometimes I think of you and smile

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p/s: thanks Raihan and Furzanie :))

Tagging time

I dunno why I have such golden time to answer this though loads of works missing me now.

Bak kata Amanda "‎"saya membuang mase dengan melampau di rumah tetapi saye mencari mase macam gile di kmb." haha can't agree no more rite?

Somehow I would like to say thanks to Zhafa for tagging me this.

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So what's up?

A - AVAILABLE: Sure, why not kan?

B - BIRTHDAY: 24th June

C- CRUSHING ON: "haven't met u yet"

D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Ribena

E - EASIEST PERSONS TO TALK TO: Nuun, Azreen, Raihan, Dafnie, Aiman, Aizad

F - FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT:

English song: Back to December

Korean song: Love in the Ice

H - HOMETOWN: Kedah

I - IN LOVE WITH: refer to C

J - JUGGLE: Yes Maybe No

K - KILLED SOMEONE: None

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: 5 hours

M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: MCD Strawberry Milkshake

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: Including me, 2

O - ONE WISH: Goin' Haji with my family+future husband :DD

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Nordafnie Md Zin

R- REASON TO SMILE: U smile, I smile

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Speak Now

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 7 a.m

U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: privacy kot!

V - VEGETABLE: What my mom n dad eat, I eat

W - WORST HABIT: Last minute study and homework, hate this!

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD MOST RECENTLY: Mara Medical check-up

Y - YOYOS ARE: Toys that I had the chance to play in SK Dengkil during my C.A.S

Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Cancer

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Your favorite number(s): 1,2,4,6

What color do you wear most: Black

Least favorite color: Blackish green

What are you listening to: Taylor Swift-Back to December

Are you happy with your life right now: Yes. I'm really happy with my KMB family

What is your favorite class in school: Addmaths because of Teacher Noni

Who is/are your best friend/s: Azreen, Nuun, and like Aiman said, "Kita, A10B semua bestfriends"

Are you outgoing: Yes yes yes with Raihan & Furzanie

Favorite pair of shoes: None

Can you dance?: Sure. Mirotic performance

Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth: Hehhq?

Can you whistle: Yup!!

Cross your eyes: Nope

Walk with your toes curled: Yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN...

Do you believe in life in other planets: Yes

Do you believe in miracles: Yes but miracles doesnt have concrete reasoning right?

Do you believe in magic: Nope. Syirik.haha

Love at first sight: I believe it but doesnt happen to me

Do you believe in Santa: Of course not

Do you know how to swim: Absolutely

Do you like roller coasters: Yes but phobia with it

Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows: Huish. Not certainly

Have you ever been on a plane: Last friday

Have you ever asked someone out: Of course yes to the same gender

Have you ever been to the ocean: Pulau Payar is awesome!

Have you ever painted your nails?: Long long long time ago since I was 6 perhaps

THE WHAT'S

What is the temperature outside?: Assuming it's 25 degree celcius

What radio station do you listen to: Currently Red fm

What was the last restaurant you ate at: Foodcourt

What was the last thing you bought: Air fresherner for my room

What was the last thing on TV you watched: News

THE WHO'S

Who was the last person you IM'd: Nurain Izzati

Who was the last person you took a picture of: Not sure either Dafnie, Sarah or Aiman

Who was the last person you said I love you to: Unintentionally to someone

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out: Why not

Ever cried yourself to sleep: Of course, then later on Panda eyes formed

Ever cried on your friend's shoulder: Never

Ever cried over the opposite sex: 3 or 2 years ago

Do you cry when you get an injury: Minor injury, nope

Do certain songs make you cry: Songs that remind me of someone

HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: Of course

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color: Brownish black

CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing: Short and 1Malaysia tshirt

Pants: Short

Shoes: Not in the house

Necklaces: None

IN A GUY/GIRL <- I ADDED THIS!

Favorite eye color: Dark brown

Short or long hair: Of course guys should have short hair

Height: Of course taller than me

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: Never

Mooned someone: Daydreaming about somenone, yes!

Thought about suicide: Hishhhh

Laughed so hard you cried: Currently with Aiman and Dafnie

Cried in school: Yes

Thrown up in a store: Nope

Wanted to be a model: Nope

Seen a dead body: Yes

Been on drugs: Nope

Gone skinny dipping: No

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: Coke

McDonald's or Burger King: MCD

Single or Group Dates: It depends

Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla

Strawberries or Blueberries: Stawberries

Meat or Veggies: both

TV or Movie: depends

Guitar or Drums: Guitar, tengah blajaq main

Adidas or Nike: I got both

Chinese or Mexican: Mexican

Some post

Yeah at last some holidays fr me.

But I think it's just like a restless week.

Of course homeworks bertimbun-timbun menanti.

KMB teachers always get jealous to see us free.

Homeworks for this IBusy hols:

1)TOK: 2 historical events

2)ENG: handout IB '04 a

3)ECONS: 2 questions from Pn Siti

4)BMS: revise topic 1.1-1.9 except 1.8

5)MAL: produce 1 essay

6)Maths: 4pages handout & w/board quest.

7)ESS: design exp fr topic 2.2.3

Benci kan?

Ok ok in other side of positive way,

teachers give us hw to improve our ingeniousness, aite?

So, be grateful larh Umy!

Markah pon tunggang langgang, ada hati nk goyang kaki time cuti?!

OK Ok fine~!

This hols, I was thinking to perm my hair

But after receiving compliments

from my sister's friend and a passerby stranger about my hair,

It's better fr me to stay for who I am kan :))

Tomorrow will be a busy day fr me,

1) teman mama to check her blood pressure in Hospital Jitra,

2)make a new IC-dilemma between, should I wear or not?

3)dentist perhaps

Cant wait to hangout with my Asmarian friends! I miss you guys, really :")

Special Post

He's a family guy

He's a good friend

He's a guy tht fear of Allah

He knows how to control his temper

He's the guy tht I comfortable to be friend with

He's the guy who said "selain maths, apa yg kau normal, Umy?"

He refers to my classmate tht sit behind me

Muhammad Aiman Bin Ramlee

Happy Birthday Man! May Allah bless u always :)

p/s: thanks fr calling me :))

Change as it can make u better,

Hye blog! I miss you larh ;)Really.

These few weeks had been really tough to me.

Full of drama, full of hatred, full of laugh and tears.

I might say that I'm free. Not in a way that I'm free from tons of work or IB,

But my feeling is free now! Free from confusion sensation. chewwah!

Everyone has his/her own weakness kan kan?

So, why don't we just accept and try to improve it better.

And I can see changes now. Changes in a good way.

I like it ;))

3ree things

I READ :

How to talk to anyone

Power of persuasion

Journey to space

MY COLOUR :

Purple

Black

Pink

I EAT :

Cadburry

Sushi

Nasi goreng padprik

I DRINK :

Lychee

Barbican

Syrup

MY SHOES:

Wedges

Sneakers

High heels

I PUT ON :

Maybelline eyeliner

Body shop compact powder

Simply Siti foundation

I WEAR :

Jeans

Accessories

Dress

I CAN’T STOP :

Thinking

Breathing

Loving

Thanks :)

ABCDEFGHIJ!

Cheesy and sweet :)

My best friend texted me, he asked if I looked nice right now. I told him no, and he said to get ready so I look good, not to him, but to myself. Only text him back If I felt happy with how I looked. This confused me but I didn’t ask questions. I just got ready, and finally after an hour or two, I told him I felt happy with how I looked, sort of. The door rang about 10 minutes later, and my friends told me to come with them to the park. This confused me but I didn’t ask questions, I was bored anyways. We walked to the park, it wasn’t that far, and they said to sit on the swing set. I didn’t really like the swings at this park because it was the very place my first love broke up with me & shattered my heart. Just sitting on the swing hurt a bit, I went into silence at the memories. Suddenly, I was blindfolded. When my friends took it off, there he was. The boy who told me to get ready, I liked this boy, he was my best friend. He handed me a rose and got down on his knee. “I know this is one of your least favorite places. I also know you stopped believing in love after 2 shots to the chest. And you don’t like change. But this is good change, I think. I want to change this swingset from the place where you closed your door to love to the place where it just began. I’ve sat by & watched you get hurt long enough. You’re beautiful, smart, talented, sweet, funny. And impatient. So, I won’t drag this out. I love you, & I’d like to be your boyfriend…Will you go out with me?” This boy was my 3rd love, he made me feel special. It’s been 5 long years, and just today, he said those exact words. To propose.

p/s: Doesn't mean that your 1st love will be your forever love.

.: Majlis Persandingan Hazriq & Nurul aka KMBian

heih

I really 'heart' this words. Can you answer it back?

How to damage ur brain?

Top 10 Biggest Brain Damaging Habits according to World Health Organization

1. No breakfast
2. Over eating
3. Smoking
4. High Sugar Consumption
5. Air Pollution
6. Sleep Deprivation
7. Head covered while sleeping
8. Working your brain during illness
9. Lack in stimulating thoughts
10. Talking rarely

Terbaik!!

Teenage life

Depression

My heart feels so heavy. I knew it from the very first week that we gonna be like this. Why should every *this and that* people alienated us? Why should they treating us like this? Why they want to change everything? Just accept us the way we are. So damn mannn! I try to change my perception towards this thing, but all this #@$% things hinder me to do so. Why oh why? I think I need to be calm down first or else I might go over the board. Astaghfirullahhalazim. Don't worry, Allah always with us.

Taraaaaaa

Hey hey! you you!

I want to be you girlfriend.

What a nonsense preamble dude.

Just ignore that.

Suddenly, I feel like I wanna write about Choral speaking competition.

Ok, kitaorg kalah.

Haha spoiler.

But overall it was an experienced learning.

So, takesah la menang or kalah,

memang adat pertandingan.

Memang padan dengan 2 hari practice pon.

But I really enjoyed it.

Dah lama tak rasa nervous before the competition start.

But tak senervous masuk pertandingan kawad kaki kadet polis.

Yang tu memang sangatlah cuak even though banyak kali bertanding.

Ok back to our main topic,

Our choral speaking(kata-kata berirama) script is really remarkable,

For an example :

"Keluh tidur di kasur, berkeruh dilapik penjemuran"

What is the meaning??! Idk. Idc.

Special thanks to Adibah fr the script,

full of gaya bahasa and melancholic.

Bdw, congrats to Iqbal and Azre for the Mpp's posts.

Proud of you, really.

So, that means our class occupied with 2 Mpps.

Kudos!

Our Choral Speaking momentos :)

p/s: I don't like him. Srsly. Trust me.

Types of friends

There are 3 categories of friends in this world.

Occasional friends:

1)Grenade=This type of friend is usually annoying and tough to be around but they serve a critical purpose. They make you look better by comparison.

2) Jerk with the heart of gold=Like the grenade they are generally annoying but unlike the grenade they are genuinely good people, willing to apologies and make amends for being so annoying.

3) School or work friend. They are the people who help you get through the school or work day that you never really see anywhere else. As the name suggests, occasional friends are not the type of people one would hang out with every day.

Benefactors:

1) Giver =The hard to find giver is the type of friend who is always willing to pay the bill and brings presents just for the sake of bringing presents. They are indeed rarer and should not be taken for granted if found.

2) Loan friend=is that one friend who has everything that you would want to buy and is usually willing to lend you whatever you ask for. Benefactor friends are named for the direct benefits they provide over you.

Greats:

1)The best friend=They know you inside and out and are the type of person you can easily spend the whole day with everyday.

2) Man’s best friend= the pet that will love you unconditionally in exchange for a little attention and a fresh water dish every now and then.

3) Significant other= The significant other is known by many names, most frequently called husband or wife. They are the ones you share your life with.

Friends are important. A human being is a social creature and they must have friends in order to be fulfilled. The occasional, the benefactors and the greats are the friends that people should surround themselves with. There are many types of people in the world who will fit into these categories. Choose wisely.

About me you want to know (BOLD)

My personality:

I’m loud.

I’m obnoxious.

I’m sarcastic.

I’m cocky.

I cry easily.

I have a bad temper.

For the most part i don’t like people.

I’m easy to get along with.

I have more enemies than friends.

I’ve smoked.

I’ve smoked weed.

I drink coffee.

I clean my room daily.

My appearance:

I wear makeup.

I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.

I wear contacts.

I wear glasses.

I have braces.

I change my hair colour often

I straighten my hair often

I have a piercing

I have small feet

Relationships:

I’m in a relationship now.

I’m single.

I’m crushin’.

I’ve missed an ex before.

I’m always scared of being hurt.

An ex has physically abused me at least once.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve been in love more than two times.

I believe in love at first sight.

I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:

I have a best friend.

I have at least ten friends.

I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.

I’ve beaten up a friend.

I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.

I can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve been on a train.

Someone close to me has died.

I’ve taken a taxi.

I’ve taken a city bus

I’ve taken a school bus.

I’ve gone bungee jumping.

I’ve made a speech.

I’ve been in some sort of club.

I’ve won an award.

I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.

I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music:

I listen to R&B.

I listen to country.

I listen to pop.

I listen to techno.

I listen to rock.

I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedy until i hate it.

I hate the radio.

I download music.

I buy CD’s

Television:

I spend at least six hours a day watching television.

I watch soap operas daily.

I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.

I’ve seen and liked the O.C.

I’ve seen and liked One Tree Hill.

I’ve seen and like Americas Next Top Model.

I’ve seen and like Popular.

I’ve seen and like 24.

I’ve seen and liked CSI.

I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life:

I get along with both of my parents.

My biological parents are still together.

I have at least one brother.

I have at least one sister.

I have at least one step brother/sister.

I have at least one half brother/sister.

I’ve been kicked out of the house. - indirectly said.

I’ve ran away from my home.

I’ve sworn at my parents.

I’ve made my parents cry.

I’ve lied to my parents.

I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.

I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.

I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.

I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair:

I’ve been brown.

I’ve had streaks.

I’ve cut my hair in the past year.

I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.

I’ve been blonde.

I’ve had black.

I’ve been red.

I’ve been light brown.

I’ve been medium brown.

I’ve been blue/green.

I’ve gotten my hair thinned.

I use conditioner.

I’ve used silk therapy.

I’ve used hot oil treatments.

I’ve curled my hair.

I’ve straightened my hair.

I’ve ironed my hair.

I’ve braided my hair.

School:

I’ve yelled at a teacher.

I’ve been suspended.

I’ve had an in-school suspension.

I’ve been sent to the principals office.

I’ve walked out of class.

I’ve skipped an entire day of school.

I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.

I’ve failed a test.

I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.

I’ve failed Art.

I’ve failed P.E.

I’ve failed math.

I’ve failed science.

I’ve failed another class.

A teacher has called my parents

haha

Memory

Just now, I logged in Myspace yang berhabuk tak terbukak. And yet I happened to see my photo albums. "Kenangan at UTP" album caught my attention. Suddenly this question popped out from my mind, "Wut happen if I enter UTP instead of goin' to KMB?" To be left unspoken. Actually I got the chance to further my studies in Geoscience at UTP using my trial SPM result after goin thru the EDUCAMP prog. Bdw, I miss the momentos in Educamp Prog. where actually Asma students conquered the prog. and to be precise, there were 24 of us who got the chance to be there. What is Geoscience actually? After googled it, I found this: Geoscience includes all the sciences (geology, geophysics, geochemistry) that study the structure, evolution and dynamics of the planet Earth and its natural mineral and energy resources. Geoscience investigates the processes that have shaped the Earth through its 4600 million year history and uses the rock record to unravel that history. Wanna know the reason fr rejecting this offer? "Perempuan2 nie ta sesuai keja kat pelantaq nuh, dok korek sana sini, nanti kalo dah kahwin, payah nk jaga suami" haha. That's wut Mama told me verbally. Besides that, email fr this offer hantaq last minute. Hari nie hantaq, esok dah kna register. Memang terbaeekk larh. I guess there is always silver lining behind the cloud. Alhamdulillah I got the offer from Mara and continue my studies in Kolej Mara Banting as Econs/Finance student. Even tho I'm not that satisfied fr receiving this course, surprisingly I started to enjoy myself here.Alhamdulillah. Thanks to my classmates that make me feel self-belonging in KMB. p/s: A for Annoying-Aizad :) I hope you didn't read this. phewwwhh.

Friends vs Soulmate

What is the difference between a close friendship and a close relation? Most of us believe that when friendship becomes stronger, it may turn into relationship. The truth is different. Think about the kind of talk you have with your friends. You are always very open about your failures and shortcomings. You are not shy of talking about your problem and asking friends to help. In a close friendship, you expect to know everything about each other.

How about a relationship? We as human beings keep lot of secrets away from our partner. We do not want to tell about our failures and shortcomings. We also try to impress our partner whenever we head the chance. This difference between friendship and relationship is very deep. We calculate our moves in a relationship but are very open in a friendship. We are like a child in friendships but behave like an adult in relationships.

If you remain inside your boundaries in a relationship and not try to change it into a close friendship, you will have longer relationships. Telling all does not help in relationships. Then, if friendship turn out to be in relationship at the wrong time, just forget it. It doesn't work fr a long time.

Love versus Like

D I F F E R E N C E S B E T W E E N L O V E A N D L I K E

In front of the person you love, your heart beats faster

But in front of the person you like , you get happy.

In front of the person you love, winter seems like spring

But in front of the person you like, winter is just a beautiful winter.

If you look into the eyes of the one you love, you blush

But if you look into the eyes of the one you like, you smile.

In front of the person you love, you can' t say everything on your mind

But in front of the person you like, you can.

In front of the person you love, you tend to get shy

But in front of the person you like, you can show your ownself.

Then person you love comes into your mind every 2 minutes.

You can't look straight into the eyes of the one you love

But you can always smile into the eyes of the one you like.

When the one you love is crying, you cry with them

But when the one you like is crying, you end up comforting.

The feeling of love starts from the eye

And the feeling of like starts from the ear.

So if you stop liking a person you used to like

All you need to do is cover your ears,

But if you try to close your eyes

Love turns into a drop of tear and remains in your heart forever after.

Stuck in my heart

I hope this answers yours.

You catch me whenever I fall

:)

Call me cliche

you and me

=)

Always think positively

Really?

Nur

I'm gonna be dead :| Just gotta 'nur' or petunjuk to start doing my homework today, at last -___-

Umy Umy Umy, tak penah nk buat keja awal2, always last minute person who doing homeworks. Bad habit isn't it? sigh. Then, baru la nk amek caffein banyak2 utk stay up late. Ish memang!

I dunno wut's wrong wif me, I dun have any mood to do homework at all. Astaghfirullahallazim.

Please la, you're an IB student and as IB student you should be internationally busy bukannya tidoq, fb, ym, skype, makan, tv, dating sepanjang masa. Aigoooo.

September

This evening I had an interesting conversation with my close friend, Raihan.

She said that a guy yang "anak Kedua+lahir bulan Sept" memang interesting, joyful+unique.

She also proved that all guys she knew which is 2nd child and born in Sept really have those characteristics and I can't deny that cause I also know them. Boleh percaya ke?haha..I dunno 'bout it. So, I guess whoever born in Sept. can fit in my waiting list perhaps? Just kiddin'. Talking about your future-gonna-be husband/boyfriend, for me I really dun mind who it is but compulsory for him to respect my parents before me. Dat's what important for this time being. Looks? I rather treasure his behavior compared to his looks. Love is when you found sumone who didn't meet any of your standards but yet you still say, 'Finally, I found the right one!'

Opposite do attracts? hurm..for me, differences should have in characters as it compliment each other because differences are not intended to separate, to alienate. We are different precisely in order to realize our need of one another. An egoistic boy who refuse to confess his love is really a LOSER. A player is already out of my list. I hate when boys make girls cry. But c'mon girls, kumbang bukan seekor lah kat KMB tu, bnyak gila kot along the way nk pegi class. Ok2, sudah. Sometimes, I really expect much for my lovestory and it sounds cliche. Salahkan novels+korean,japanese dramas fr this =__=' as I hope my lovestory will be narrated like that someday.lame me.

And when you like sumone, even your friend ask you this, 'You like him, do you?' It's a psychological question, no name was mentioned but suddenly someone came into your mind. Love is a magic isn't it?

Ok, enough of this, before I write more 'cheesy+jiwang words' in the middle of night, I should better stop it now. Jaaah~~

True friend

Quote 1

Lots of people wanna ride with you in limo,

But what you want is,

Sumone who will take the bus when

the limo breaks down,

And sumone who is willing to walk beside you,

when the bus breaks down

And sumone that holds your hands forever

Through the pain and happiness

Go with the flow

Annyeong Ramadhan, Ahlan wa Sahlan Syawal

Annyeong, Sayonara, Goodbye, Selamat Tinggal the most precious month, Ramadhan.

Suddenly I felt sad as Ramadhan is over.

Belum tentu next year dapat merasai nikmat bulan puasa nie.

Hopefully panjang umur hendak-Nya.

This Ramadhan, I learnt many new things and many experiences I gained.

For an example, my classmates and I jual brain2(otaks)+Milorio time bazaar Ramadhan started from 5.30-7.30 p.m.

First day, kitaorg jual Milorio as stock otak-otak ta sampai lagi.

But then, first day jual mmg best! Me, Dafnie and Yasser decide utk buat Milorio, mmg ta menang tangan bila customers berduyun-duyun order Milorio sampai ke Maghrib larh.

Dah la time tu hujan+ribut, pastue buka puasa sambil berdiri mkn kueh buah Melaka(u have no idea how big it is) dengan Aiman, Dafnie, Yasser, Alin & Mimie. Aiman and I really enjoy our breaking fast even tho it was not in a proper way (dah la mkn buah melaka sampai nk tercekik). And, it was my first time breaking fast with my new friends in KMB. For me, this experience u cannot get it anywhere and it was priceless!

Another thing I learnt is patience is the companion of wisdom.

During this Ramadhan month, many things happened to threaten my patience but I learnt to face the the problems, challenges, homeworks, tests, quizzes, boys, girls, human in a positive way.

I take things simple and easy so that it can't harm me as I am a girl that can easily worried over a small matters. Such a loser.

But nvm, progression makes myself to be a better Muslimah. InsyaAllah.

Actually, I have a lots of story to write but Bapak and I plan to go to Pekan Rabu to search a new 'songkok' for tomorrow.

To my beloved sister, dun be sad+homesick in perantauan sana. Everything needs to be sacrificed in a way to succeed. I know you tough enough to face these challenges, just left another 9 months in US and after that you can happily celebrate Raya with all of us. InsyaAllah. Dun worry, next Raya will be a blast as K.wina and the family will celebrate Raya in Msia plus Cik Marissa sure dah besaq and insyaAllah future anak Abg Hudd+K.Fan pon ada skali.

So, be patient~~!

And to all friends, Ex-Sultan A. Tajuddin, Ex-asmarian, Kelas 5 Sultanah '09, A10B class,

Selamat Menyambut Aidilfitri and Mintak maaf sangat2 kalo ada silap dan salah. Kosong-kosong naa pasnie ;)

You're beautiful

Rainbow

Journey

Hoho

XOXO

Color

All about courage

Maths SL

This is so fun! Spot the sarcasm =____=

InsyaAllah

A day with them

Finally,

Home sweet home, Kedah!

Words can't describe my feeling

when airplane landed at Sultan Badlishah Airport yesterday

OveQ!haha

I became insomnia again, my old-holiday-habit

Last night I went to sleep at 5.30 a.m

And woke up at 9.30 a.m

As to get ready to be an 'Amah' for a day

Then, I kidnapped Poja and Raihan at their house with a new car

And straight away to AS Mall~

For a 1st time, Alor Star roads are so freaking jammed

And I have to drive slowly as 'siput katak' in the middle of town

But no worries, got a lots of story+gossips need to share with both of them

We're sharing our stories and eventually comparing KMB with INTEC tho

Sounds KMB lots of fun, no offence ;))

Then, we plan to watch Step Up 3

and this is my 2nd time watching that

No biggie as Luke is freaking damn handsome

I wish I could find a guy like him, the answer is=NO!

I like the dance steps, choreography, the moves

It reminds me of Mirotic performance in Form 5 last year

Miss that time so much

Wutever pon, I had fun today with my lovely Twilighters, Raihan n Furzanie =)

Thanks guys ;p

Picture time!

So wanna play a game wif me?

True

Admit

Stars

This is what I meant through my blog link

"Aiming for the simple bright stars"

Frog Stalker

Some call it stalking BUT I call it 'love'